Whoo! It had been a very long time indeed since I last updated this blog. There had been a lot of things that had been going around in my mind lately, especially when I am idle; about work since my contract with the company that I am working for right now is already nearing its end; how do i level up from my current standing right now, personality and skill wise since I do think that I still have a lot of learn to get there and to be what I want to become; about life since, although I do believe that all the things that happened in the past have that certain bearing on what I have come to be right at this moment, I could not help but feel that I had wasted most of my days filling my mind with worries which eventually fuelled furthermore my being a worrywart and also contributed to the build up of useless anxieties and also apparently filling those supposedly precious moments with people with my impatience and wanting to get out of certain moments that I thought would not give me any amount of benefit instead of being in the moment and just enjoying the now.
I stepped out from the previous year a notch wiser and stronger but this fact definitely does not entitle me to close my ears, eyes and heart for future growth and development. I am yearning for so much and I strongly believe that I will attain all of those in time; never dismissing God’s will and plan for me.
But even though changes do transpire, the one thing that I think I will never ever come out off and outgrow is that fact that I will always be a kid at heart. =)
