The Plan

I had always imagined, after graduating, that I will be working in a laboratory or in a plant of a multinational company or in any place close to what I have been educated with, for that matter. It never occurred to me that I will grow so far from that dream really, but do not get me wrong, I am more than thankful to be standing in this point in my life where I am happy doing what I am doing.

I never really felt this rush that I am feeling right now. I do not know if it is still too early to say that I am happy to be here, but as of this moment I am. It amazes me that I never run out of energy and enthusiasm to fit both in my day or in my life. It amazes me that I could balance both. It amazes me that I am willingly balancing both and learning their somewhat correlated art as hard as I can without any tinge of regret and negative forcing.

Maybe this is what it feels like to rush in through life with a plan. The plan is obviously giving me enough motivation and overflowing reasons to just go for it as opposed to triggering in my mind the build up of much hated excuses while I sit around the corner, doing nothing and just hoping for the best to come into my life. The plan is giving me a purpose as I know that I will not be aimlessly traversing this path. I know that I have a reason to be here. I know why I am doing this. I simply am sure that I will reach the peak of my dreams someday, if not soon.

I just hope that when the time comes that life becomes hard, when all the world will ever give me towards the pursuit of my dreams are brick walls too insurmountable to handle, I will be able to have that courage to shrug the mightiness of the wall off and continue to fight until I get what I want and dream for in my life.

Today, as I walk again out of our door to do my current responsibilities, I just want to utter to God to arm me the right attitude and tool for me to go about the tasks at hand and to let me be just what the people around me need the most.

Also, thank you so much for everything. =)